I can not end my roller coaster relationship !

I can not end my roller coaster relationship !

I have published before about a relationship that is emotionally damaging i have been set for over a 12 months now. He will need to have ended our relationship about 30 times (We haven’t counted lol) , each and every time being cool and hurtful if you ask me, and then come crawling straight right straight back a couple weeks later on. I becamen’t strong I really allow him worm their in the past. I became stupid – I’m sure .Anyway, within the last few few months, i’ve got a brand new full-time work that we have always been succeeding in and I also love, and I also have actually relocated home that is great I feel so much happier and stronger and I’m now at a place where I don’t want a relationship for me and my two girls. I do not want it. I recently like to enjoy time with my young ones my friends and my company that is own.However man does know this and will not keep me personally alone. I’d ended our relationship, but he texted and called constantly. He came to my house – banging on the door.I thought it fair to speak to him in person and somehow I gave in when i didn’t respond. He got all psychological, promised to function as the guy we’d hoped he might be. We backed down and today our company is ‘back on’. He’s got made plans and guarantees for the near future, told his son that he’s got a unique gf etc and continues on on how sorry he could be for treating me personally defectively and exactly how pleased he’s given that we are able to move on together.I feel caught. I do not want a relationship during the moment, but most of the effort he makes now, means it is harder for me personally to finish it. I stress which he will falter without me personally as he craves companionship and attention.I do not wish to harm him. Continue reading I can not end my roller coaster relationship !